Send me to the insane ward for flipping off an inanimate object, but I was weighing 173 last week and now I weigh 178.
I realized I didn’t care. I listened to my body and I feel fit and healthy. So I threw on some running clothes and did my morning 5k.
I tried on a million bikinis and swim suits on Saturday. And I don’t care what size I am, I grab those larges and xlarges like no tomorrow.
But I realized something and that is that I am just not comfortable in a bikini. I am not comfortable in a swim suit. Nothing to do with my weight, just that I’m naturally a child and I like running around. In a bikini I have to worry about my butt showing too much or my boob slipping out. I wanted to run around and be carefree.
So I took a risk and bought boys swim trunks and a tankini.
I had a blast today, I played volley for the first time, I was running, and jumping up and down with out worrying if I was showing too much.
I could get down to a size 0, and I don’t think I’ll ever be comfortable showing so much skin in public.
So I think I am getting used to the fact that I like being comfortable, and this will probably be how I always look like at the beach.
You guys have permission to unfollow me for posting to many selfies. Especially if I reach my ugw and start sharing skimpy outfits.
Beach with friends, and then Star Trek!!!!! Loved the movie.